Well, My Markidong’s birthday is this coming Friday. Superrrrrr I don’t know what to do on a tight budget. Fail. huhu Even though he said that he ain’t expecting something from me on that day, ‘cause to him he’s even more happier because we’re together. Whateverrrrr. I still want to do something out-of-nowhere. Help me Lord God. Badly wishing for affordable ideas. hehe
ka_Rocks!
just when i want to post something on this blog saka naman di gumagana tong utak ko. ito nalang nararamdaman ko ang gagamitin para naman may masabi kahit konti sayang kasi(tumawag lang at narinig boses ng crush hala nawala na sa sarili).
oks din naman pala mag-tagalog ano. di kasi ako mahilig mag-sulat o mag-salita ng tagaligs hihihi xenxa nah nirerespeto ko naman ang ating sariling wika kaya lang para bang natatakot ako na baka mali.mali..aahh bahala kayo...eh siguro nagsimula ito nung nasa grade school pa ako..lagi kasi maliit lang ang grades ko sa Filipino subject at pinapagalitan ako ng aking mapang.bugbog na nanay(ng pagmamahal yan)hihihi kaya heto si kara laging utal magsalita ng tagalog at malabo magsulat ng tagalog..(kala naman nito talagang marunong mag-english..eh talagang mahina ako nito pake nyo!)..kaya hayan na.trauma ba...tsaka pag.pupunta kami sa bahay nila hana dyos ko para bang torture moments sa akin pag.nandyan mommy nya kasi naman po tagalog sila magsalita.. aba ako lang ang taong kinakapos ng tagalog sa bansang ito...hahaha kawawa naman tong sitwasyon ko at sa pag.bisita ko sa ibang blogs aba tulo laway ko sa kanila. marunong ang mga taong to mag.tagalog( dapat ba akong mamangha talaga?..haha). ako na talagang pinaka.pasaway na Pilipino sa balat ng saging..kainis. kaya dito ko sisimulan sa pag.tahas ng aking sarili sa pagsulat gamit ang salitang tagalog. oks ba yun?
siguro nagtataka kayo ba't hindi ako marunong ano,...pwes higupin nyo to..Oo sa isla ng mindanao ako nakatira at hindi salitang tagalog ang gamit namin dito,..hindi naman talaga ako bobong bis.dak (-BISayang DAKo-) pero sige hinahamon ko ang aking sarili sa pagtatagalog. (Dyos ko kakahiya naman)..At eto pah, talaga naman nakakamangha ang ating pambansang wika kasi para sa 'kin mas malalim ang mga kahulugan o gustong ipinapahiwatig ng salitang tagalog..pero depende din naman sa pag.gamit. ewan ko...(huwag naah bawal sa 'kin mag-isip)
sana maintindihan nyo tong isinulat ko...kung natakot ko man kayo o napatawa. ewan ko kung pwede kong ipagmalaki sa sarili ko sa nagawa ko sa inyong mga hindi masyadong malugod na bumabasa ng blog na ito.. hihihi pero di bale ibubuhos ko lahat ng aking talino at lakas mapabuti lang ang kalunos.lunos na sitwasyon ko...hahaha
sige hanggang sa muli kong pag.sulat (aba kapal..hihihi)
bianca..peace
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The above entry was written 16 February 2007 on this same blog. Memories while still starting this crazy-little-thing-called-BLOG. True love. hehe
<3
Ka-ROcks!
Ameeyziiiiiiing!
I just can’t get owverrrrr with this movie. Grabeh it’s just like what I imagined while I was reading the book. Bow down to the people behind this film. :D Kristen and Robert now really have that chemistry onscreen. I think it helped a lot now that they are a real couple. Superrrbbbb.
Well, I wasn’t really planning to watch the movie when I was in Dumaguete City 2 days ago. But it was a gift from a friend that I couldn’t refuse. haha I can say this is the movie of the year. I just couldn’t explain it thoroughly. To be honest, to me this movie is the best among the Twilight Saga. So hopefully the 2nd part of Breaking Dawn will take over this one. I love every second of it. I’ll be watching this over and over again :)
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Bad trip nga lang while watching the movie, there were parts that I would really want to cryyyy but it was awkward because I’m with a friend. #badly-wishing-I-watched-it-with-my-boyfriend :’(
Found the official soundtrack of the movie. “It Will Rain” by Bruno Mars. Here’s a video with lyrics. Enjoy!
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Happy Monthsarry <3
Another month being together. :D I am not a fan really of keeping tracks on “special days” such as this. But, I couldn’t help it. I tried to avoid making fuss out of it before. I was just afraid I might disappoint myself because I was thinking maybe my partner wouldn’t care also. I was surprised because he’s the one who makes efforts about it. This just made me realized that our relationship is special, might as well celebrate it in a humble way.
The picture above was taken almost 5years ago. At our friend’s home. The only picture we have that looks like we’re a couple. haha ;D To us, everyday is like Valentine’s day. I think all couples should feel that way (even during times of trial). The past few nights before I sleep, memories came rushing back to me when we were still in high school. We were classmates then, and from the moment I saw him - I fell in love. It was love-at-first-sight and he felt the same way too. But we were young and I challenged myself to avoid relationships and I won. So what did I do to enjoy my-little-puppy-love-while-staying-single? (positive way lang ;p)
I enjoyed every bit of it in high school. Middle year in HS he went to other place to study. After HS, we made it as a couple-maybe because I was afraid that he might leave again. But, it failed. My heart was badly broken. I believed it was a rush. We haven’t matured enough yet. I had friends who were great support system and recovered. Then almost 5 years ago the right time came again for us. Gave it a-new fresh start. And now we’re still here, celebrate seconds of togetherness. I am thankful about everything. To him, to us, to the One who made all these possible. I am now with my first love / only-boyfriend-since-birth. Through good times and bad times. We’ll be together. I love you Mr. John Mark C. Refugio / the-best-boyfriend-everrrr. :D
P.S.
I seriously advice high-school STUDENTS to DO the same thing as what I did. A little patience, give respect to yourself. It’s hard but you’ll get over it. Don’t rush things. Enjoy being young, not worrying about immature relationship or being a teen parent. :D
Love,
Ate Kara #a-very-happy-girlfriend
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To think about these, are just simple things. But comes with so much complications. ;p
Must work hard and pray hard. <3
I know Valentine’s Day is still months away. But with all this feeling that I’m feeling right now just don’t fall for the month of November. ;) Just the feeling of being in love and being loved back. No words could ever define such. haha
I’m happy where we are right now. We’re in the middle of everything. But between us, there is God, family,and friends. Couple of nights ago, it’s like I’ve been walking on cloud9. haha
It’s always like the first time we’ve seen each other. It's been a decade ago and it feels just like yesterday lang (;
I love you MR. JOHN MARK C. REFUGIO!!!!!! (until forever lang ha huwag na sumobra.hehe)
To me this is such an inspirational song. I love it.
Whatever happens in the fututre, eh?
Just enjoy every minute of it.<3
Life is beautiful.
Ayan! Positive lang.
haha I am just advicing to myself. ;p
Say that I’m a stalker. But I’m a stalker for love. Couples are a bit more open nowadays with regards to their love stories. I love to read their statuses or comments on social networks. Which is the most famous way to catch the eyes of the public. The reasons could be as following:
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Of course I agree with the first one, unless it’s a forbidden love isn’t it. Saying “I love you” while the rest of the world would know. Is a feeling of being proud that you are with someone you really care and want to spend the rest of your life with that person. Or to make the rest know you’re already taken. Well, I totally think it’s cute. Secondly, inspiring love stories really empowers other people. Gives hope for the hopeless romantic ones. Thirdly, yes for the bitter people who doesn’t want couples to be together and prove them all wrong. :D
This is what’s happening in this world right now. There’s no sense of boundaries. I’ve seen couples started this way, never mind the people around them just go with their feelings and throw it to the world. The world never minds about it. When they are happy with what’s going on in their relationship they just keep bombarding the world about it. But once there is something wrong they kept it silent to let the people know that they’re perfect with what they have. And then end up separated. I plea to them to be real. If they wanted to make things in public then go all the way. Be it a bad day or a bad conversation. People like me who watch you guys get sad. Because once I would know a couple then I see what they’ve gone through. I start to look up to them and see myself that it could happen to me too. But heartaches and hearts broken into pieces aren’t the things I want for me.(I may have wronged myself because of this habit but this is me.) Well mostly they go for movies, me likey real people. ;p
I like it when they learn to keep things in private and start sharing only when they’re asked to. To me it’s extra special. The things you share events (sad,happy, etc.) that you hold dearly is out in the public’s eyes. You get to be scared because of this action. others will criticized and give their opinions but in the end what matters most is you and your partner.
Everyone have their own love stories, created in a most unique way as possible. But what about others who find themselves in a limbo of being single?(I’m not saying that it’s no fun but two is better than one, isn’t it?) :D Inspiration what keeps us going. So in believing that love do truly exist, brightens up minds and hearts. God is love, you believe that each person in a relationship is God’s given gift for each other. Keeping hopes of finding true love and to know it’s just in the horizon.
And so I still wonder when will I stop this kind of nosy business? hehe I will someday. <3
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Weather gives us impact or influence on how to start our day right. :D We couldn’t deny that it also affects our emotions.
How about you? :D
A month ago, I went to my HS Principal’s office because I needed my Form137 and a certificate to prove that I really graduated in that school. The secretary told me that it will take longer. It was okay, usually it takes 1-2weeks waiting for the documents to be ready. I went back there exactly 2weeks after,just to make sure all things are ready but I failed. The secretary said it wasn’t finished yet. So okay,I get it. I told her that I badly needed it. Like superrrr BAADDDD. It’s like I’ve gone to the office almost every other day to check the progress and still nothing. Then one day, she said that it’s all done but needed the Treasurer’s signature. But unfortunately the treasurer went out-of-town, then the semestral break came and so expectedly that the staffs especially that secretary would be gone somewhere. Then Halloween. Then 2nd semester started, she said the treasurer isn’t signing any papers, so dead-end again. I personally went to the Treasurer’s Office to confront my aunt/treasurer to sign my papers. Damn! I got super excited and so relieved.Then the paper’s got signed by the School Registrar. So it’s finally overrrrr.
I thought so too. When I went to Pagadian City to submit my authenticated papers last FRIDAY. But unfortunately on the certificate written there I graduted S.Y.2008-2009. Hellooo? I smell Disasterrrrr. I graduated HS S.Y.2004-2005, so it’s impossible that they will honor my papers. Good thing that lady said just to mail the certificate back to DepEd Pagadian office, once it’s okay. Making sure to hurry because all the staff will be going to Zamboanga City for a week long event. So I texted the secretary ahead to redo my certificate and find ways to get it all ready once I get back to Dipolog City. When I had it in my hands the signature wasn’t from the Principal herself. The secretary said it was the OIC who signed because the principal was in a seminar. But the DFA won’t honor such thing. Failed! So I told her on monday I have to have it!
What happened this morning? I texted her early that I will get the certificate. She texted back that her class is on 9-10am. WTF! she really is saying I gotta wait? Then I went there at the office 11am. But she said she will look for a computer cafe to print out my paper and WAIT. I’m soooooo pisssed off. It’s 12nn, I texted her if she is still having her lunch, because I am after for the cut-off time to deliver a mail to Pagadian City. She texted back: No, I am printing your paper at my own expense. Wow! namaaaannnn. Hanep ka rin anoh?
Of course. Do you think it should be mine? For handing me the certificate that I end up the one should go to the principal to have her sign it and to have it dry-sealed too. Wow! You really got into my nerves. Me doing your job. So until now it’s not yet finished because the principal wasn’t around in the school campus this afternoon also the School Registrar. So I will go back there again tomorrow. Hope it will all be over. Then, I’ll bury them in my darkest dark memory.I didn't even got a SORRY from you secretary, for all the delays and troubles you've caused me. Damned girl!
Please secretaries from all over the world do your job well. 
SECRETARY
