Estrange Friend

I know there are less people that'll be able to see. That's why I hang around elsewhere but here.

I was walking through our school campus with my friends and along the way we stopped walking to greet a friend. I also noticed her company though she was quite in a distance away from us. I could recognize her. She's an old pal back in highschool. We hangout most of the time also during our college days. It was just yesterday we talked like good friends. Now I don't know what happened. Seems so distant. Unreachable and so mute.

The issue that hit us few months ago was a big destruction that a group of friends could encounter. But for all I know we have to let it go. Yes we were hurt. But to feel it now it's not the same as it was before. It was just a trial that we have to overcome. Not to let ourselves and our yesterdays just vanish.

I was hurt a lot not because of the issue but because it's hard to accept that a friend is having anamnesia or something. Forgot about you. Like a stranger. Memories are so delicate and important. But that person has been part of my life. No one could take that away from me and I won't let that happen.

I want her back. We're all differentpeople now. I know. After what happened I think it's natural for us to be more careful. We make mistakes but still there are rooms for improvements.

Friends are important but yet we sometimes forget about it. I can't even picture myself in her shoes. It's too horrible.

So I was sad. But I was forced to draw a smile masking my emotion. And face yet another gory people and situations ahead. Now how I wish we were total stranger so that it won't hurt much like this.