Flewn away

I’ve traveled through land and seas and recently my new adventure had lifted me up to the air. Yes, my friend. I finally flown in an airplane. Woohoooo! :D I’m just one lucky girl. But the purpose of my travel wasn’t really that successful but I couldn’t sadden myself because I was in for an adventure.

 

Some of the photos from my trip/kiddie-tour.

 

I stayed in San Pedro, Laguna. In a village called Villa Olympia, where the family of my friend Joven lived. Thanks to them I’ve saved some money for food whenever my friends and me meet up. My itenerary was dplg-dmgte-cebu-manila-cebu-dmgte-dplg. That was a tiring 2-weeks for me. Through seas - Dmgte, where I spent hours for dinner and to caught up with my HS classmates too. Then cebu, where I stayed a night before leaving to Manila by plane.

When I was in Manila, thank goodness to my friend Joven we traveled suave in the family car and a driver. hahaha I met the whole Ondap household. They’re all oh-oh-awesome. ;p

We went to POEA to start my “purpose” but then I got the worst news ever and so my heart was crushed but was a little hopeful here and there. Just focused on that really eye-shutting-silver-lighting, so there. The whole shinowva turned-out more of a kiddie-tour.

The Wowness of my travel:

1. The p-l-a-n-e.
2. The riding on a awesome car with a personal driver in MANILA-land.
3. Brisk walking most of the time. I think of it as an exercise.
4. The triple-language we get to practice. Bisaya-english-tagalog.
5. Don’t I dare to forget. The MRT. Which was also the first-time. (train)
6. MOA. It was huge. I wished me and my  friends rode the eye-of-moa thingy. (ferries-wheel)
7. That Asian hospital is sure a great place to work.hehe
8. Pass under a very small tunnel.ahahaha under SLEX.
9. The Enchanted Kingdom visit was SICK! Rides that kept me whoozy the whole time. FUN.
10. The Ayala Triangle was beautiful and all the malls and building round Makati and Taguig.
11. Of course, the great people I’ve met and gained as friends.

On my way home. I gave the family a thank-you card. They deserved better than that actually. But, I surely will miss and remember every bit of my stay there. Just like family. <3 Hope to be back there very soon. :)

I am not a looser. I’m a gainer that' keeps gaining. :D ahahahaha

2012

 

Late post :/ Should start with high energy!!!! YAhooooo another year. What’s in store for each and everyone of us? Hmm. Some say it could be the last year and BOOM! End of the world na. Haynaku. I refuse to entertain such thought. I mean whatever natural calamities, sure its gonna happen. Nobody is really ready of such. ( this surely is with negativity) hahah I’m so not  myself lately. I feel like I’ve been left behind. People around me surely are happy and doing well in their own lives. But me? At age 23, what significant thing in this world did I ever contributed. ( ah. yes, trash? ) None. Well, maybe I’m being so brutal about myself anyway. Positivity. Positivity. Positivity.

Look, I just beg 1 or 2 things that’ll come true this year. God, Your will be done. I wish to help my mama financially. Yeah, maybe I should pursue my chance to get out of this country and work there. That’s one. And, I just want that everyone that I love shall have good health no matter how abusive they are with their body, just allow it ‘til the time comes that I’ll be stable financially then rocked it with hospital bills. hehe But I guess the most brilliant idea is for them to be SAVED.

2012 please be nicer to me.

Ooops I did it again..

We all are very aware that Christmas season is already here. All those decors are out on display already. Lights are shimmering-sparkling-aglow.ahaha Colorful surroundings and all the carolers are singing out loud just to receive coins from the people. We must not forget the unforgettable yummy delicious foods and magarang gifts. You know what I mean. ;p Then there is this “simbang-gabi” or '”9-mornings” which mostly Catholic Filipinos are willing to participate. They say it’s a preparation for the coming of the Savior. To be honest, I really think far from those other reason/s. The thing that got my interest: when you complete the “9-mornings” your wish will come……TRUE Hu-waaat! Well, that really got me going. I honestly done/completed once or thrice way back. One thing that I wish then was about my HS crush that we would end up together, the rest were random and common. Other than that, I never really understood it by heart. Total Fail :/

There were questions in my heart that are left unanswered before. Seriously, you don’t go to church and pray on your knees because of the things you wish you’ll have. But a lot. Everything really. This requires a very deep explanation which I think I am not knowledgeable enough but is willing to explain anyway. hehe (if you want to-go-ahead-ask-at your own risk ;p)

Well, I haven’t really mentioned from my past entries that I am Newly-Born-Again-Christian.I found and accepted Jesus as my personal savior. So my “9-mornings” then was a huge fail, personally. But now understanding Christmas on a very different view. With reasons, explanations and deeper thoughts. I feel renewed. I get to see the whole thing in a new perspective. -Being present and aiming for the wish to come true is just shallow.

I am writing this entry because my Aunt said that I should go to 9-mornings to make my wish come true. She wasn’t aware that I have my Jesus with me already. He’s surprising me everyday with different wishes of mine that came true. :D (even-unaware-wishes haha)

I am NEW. Celebrating this Christmas on a different way. :D A treasure/changed within myself. Thankful and so blessed for this year. Though there are reasons also to be sad and be gloom, but as a daughter of God I am capable of moving forward day by day. The one thing that everybody should know by heart- *Christmas is when the time we celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ in the manger. *Christ Jesus at the age of 30 was baptized. *Jesus Christ died at the age of 33 on the cross.*Jesus Christ rose again from the dead. *He saved us humans from the dead. Through Him we’ve come to know that THERE IS ETERNAL LIFE IN HEAVEN AFTER DEATH.

 

Images from web

Just so you know my HS crush is now my boyfriend and we’ve been together for a very long time. He was an instrument of God that I am able to meet Jesus, this very Jesus in my heart. :D I won’t be that sorry that I am not going to 9-mornings starting this year, at least I have the full understanding already about Christmas. :D  The joy of everlasting life in heaven after my stay here on earth. Who wanna join me? You? Oh, I know your hesitations. :D  But God doesn’t want you to be harmed. So, come with me.

PAnic Under Attack

Well, My Markidong’s birthday is this coming Friday. Superrrrrr I don’t know what to do on a tight budget. Fail. huhu Even though he said that he ain’t expecting something from me on that day, ‘cause to him he’s even more happier because we’re together. Whateverrrrr. I still want to do something out-of-nowhere. Help me Lord God. Badly wishing for affordable ideas. hehe

ka_Rocks!

Effort

just when i want to post something on this blog saka naman di gumagana tong utak ko. ito nalang nararamdaman ko ang gagamitin para naman may masabi kahit konti sayang kasi(tumawag lang at narinig boses ng crush hala nawala na sa sarili).

oks din naman pala mag-tagalog ano. di kasi ako mahilig mag-sulat o mag-salita ng tagaligs hihihi xenxa nah nirerespeto ko naman ang ating sariling wika kaya lang para bang natatakot ako na baka mali.mali..aahh bahala kayo...eh siguro nagsimula ito nung nasa grade school pa ako..lagi kasi maliit lang ang grades ko sa Filipino subject at pinapagalitan ako ng aking mapang.bugbog na nanay(ng pagmamahal yan)hihihi kaya heto si kara laging utal magsalita ng tagalog at malabo magsulat ng tagalog..(kala naman nito talagang marunong mag-english..eh talagang mahina ako nito pake nyo!)..kaya hayan na.trauma ba...tsaka pag.pupunta kami sa bahay nila hana dyos ko para bang torture moments sa akin pag.nandyan mommy nya kasi naman po tagalog sila magsalita.. aba ako lang ang taong kinakapos ng tagalog sa bansang ito...hahaha kawawa naman tong sitwasyon ko at sa pag.bisita ko sa ibang blogs aba tulo laway ko sa kanila. marunong ang mga taong to mag.tagalog( dapat ba akong mamangha talaga?..haha). ako na talagang pinaka.pasaway na Pilipino sa balat ng saging..kainis. kaya dito ko sisimulan sa pag.tahas ng aking sarili sa pagsulat gamit ang salitang tagalog. oks ba yun?

siguro nagtataka kayo ba't hindi ako marunong ano,...pwes higupin nyo to..Oo sa isla ng mindanao ako nakatira at hindi salitang tagalog ang gamit namin dito,..hindi naman talaga ako bobong bis.dak (-BISayang DAKo-) pero sige hinahamon ko ang aking sarili sa pagtatagalog. (Dyos ko kakahiya naman)..At eto pah, talaga naman nakakamangha ang ating pambansang wika kasi para sa 'kin mas malalim ang mga kahulugan o gustong ipinapahiwatig ng salitang tagalog..pero depende din naman sa pag.gamit. ewan ko...(huwag naah bawal sa 'kin mag-isip)
sana maintindihan nyo tong isinulat ko...kung natakot ko man kayo o napatawa. ewan ko kung pwede kong ipagmalaki sa sarili ko sa nagawa ko sa inyong mga hindi masyadong malugod na bumabasa ng blog na ito.. hihihi pero di bale ibubuhos ko lahat ng aking talino at lakas mapabuti lang ang kalunos.lunos na sitwasyon ko...hahaha

sige hanggang sa muli kong pag.sulat (aba kapal..hihihi)

bianca..peace

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The above entry was written 16 February 2007 on this same blog. Memories while still starting this crazy-little-thing-called-BLOG. True love. hehe

 

<3

Ka-ROcks!

Oooooh ;p

 

Ameeyziiiiiiing!

I just can’t get owverrrrr with this movie. Grabeh it’s just like what I imagined while I was reading the book. Bow down to the people behind this film. :D Kristen and Robert now really have that chemistry onscreen. I think it helped a lot now that they are a real couple. Superrrbbbb.

Well, I wasn’t really planning to watch the movie when I was in Dumaguete City 2 days ago. But it was a gift from a friend that I couldn’t refuse. haha I can say this is the movie of the year.  I just couldn’t explain it thoroughly. To be honest, to me this movie is the best among the Twilight Saga. So hopefully the 2nd part of Breaking Dawn will take over this one.  I love every second of it. I’ll be watching this over and over again :)

Images from web

Bad trip nga lang while watching the movie, there were parts that I would really want to cryyyy but it was awkward because I’m with a friend. #badly-wishing-I-watched-it-with-my-boyfriend :’(

Found the official soundtrack of the movie. “It Will Rain” by Bruno Mars. Here’s a video with lyrics. Enjoy!

Another Month ;p

 Happy Monthsarry <3

Another month being together. :D I am not a fan really of keeping tracks on “special days” such as this. But, I couldn’t help it. I tried to avoid making fuss out of it before. I was just afraid I might disappoint myself because I was thinking maybe my partner wouldn’t care also. I was surprised because he’s the one who makes efforts about it. This just made me realized that our relationship is special, might as well celebrate it in a humble way.

The picture above was taken almost 5years ago. At our friend’s home. The only picture we have that looks like we’re a couple. haha ;D  To us, everyday is like  Valentine’s day. I think all couples should feel that way (even during times of trial). The past few nights before I sleep, memories came rushing back to me when we were still in high school. We were classmates then, and from the moment I saw him - I fell in love. It was love-at-first-sight and he felt the same way too. But we were young and I challenged myself to avoid relationships and I won. So what did I do to enjoy my-little-puppy-love-while-staying-single? (positive way lang ;p)

 

• I studied hard for myself and family and to impress him.
• I never told him I like him too. He might think I’m easy.
• I was strict. So, no boys ever gets near me even him. So he won’t think I’m a flirt and just plain fair.
• Boys whom I can feel that’s treating me differently because he might have liked me, are then avoided.
• Boys who courted me was marked “X” immediately on their forehead. I have so much respect for myself and my feelings and I don’t collect and select. I don’t want to take advantage, so as early as possible I tell them the truth that my heart is already set to someone else.
• I kept my feelings for him to myself. I still need to grow up and mature, I surely think he does too.
• My past time then is to stare at him and making sure I wouldn’t get caught. haha Just being observant and it was fun.
• I discovered: When I feel cold, uneasy, my heart would beat faster, shortness of breath, that something ain’t right about me, I would know right then that he is in the area close to me, or walking towards each other at the hallway. Without seeing him first, he was the reason for it. And it never failed me. It’s like I have a radar. haha  A-HAPPY-JUST-ME-TIME

I enjoyed every bit of it in high school. Middle year in HS he went to other place to study. After HS, we made it as a couple-maybe because I was afraid that he might leave again. But, it failed. My heart was badly broken. I believed it was a rush. We haven’t matured enough yet. I had friends who were great support system and recovered. Then almost 5 years ago the right time came again for us. Gave it a-new fresh start. And now we’re still here, celebrate seconds of togetherness. I am thankful about everything. To him, to us, to the One who made all these possible. I am now with my first love / only-boyfriend-since-birth. Through good times and bad times. We’ll be together. I love you Mr. John Mark C. Refugio / the-best-boyfriend-everrrr. :D

P.S.

I seriously advice high-school STUDENTS to DO the same thing as what I did. A little patience, give respect to yourself. It’s hard but you’ll get over it. Don’t rush things. Enjoy being young, not worrying about immature relationship or being a teen parent. :D

Love,

Ate Kara #a-very-happy-girlfriend

I will post later regarding Breaking Dawn Part1 movie. ;p

I was thinking…

  Blue eyes… yikes sooo cute! haha

 

  I should visit Vietnam for this.

  Should go to Germany for this.

  Should travel High Profile sometimes. haha That’s Benz my friend.

  China. I will conquer this challenge someday.

  Should build it just like this.

  Perfect for scribbling, so I won’t have to nag. haha

  Must hold the moon for awhile.

  Walkable-Roller-Coaster  is a thing to try.

 Images from http://thefancy.com

To think about these, are just simple things. But comes with so much complications. ;p

Must work hard and pray hard. <3

Valentine on a November <3

 

I know Valentine’s Day is still months away. But with all this feeling that I’m feeling right now just don’t fall for the month of November. ;) Just the feeling of being in love and being loved back. No words could ever define such. haha

I’m happy where we are right now. We’re in the middle of everything. But between us, there is God, family,and friends. Couple of nights ago, it’s like I’ve been walking on cloud9. haha 

It’s always like the first time we’ve seen each other. It's been a decade ago and it feels just like yesterday lang (;

I love you MR. JOHN MARK C. REFUGIO!!!!!! (until forever lang ha huwag na sumobra.hehe)

Future ?

 

To me this is such an inspirational song. I love it.

Whatever happens in the fututre, eh?

Just enjoy every minute of it.<3

Life is beautiful.

Ayan! Positive lang.

haha I am just advicing to myself. ;p