real and fancy

is this really necessary? i really don't know how to express my feelings through this blog. my previous posts were not serious and probably you're thinking that i'm a fool. i admit but not all the time.hihihi you see sometimes you want to try new things around and for my behaviour lately i can say that this isn't the real me. sure i'm in denial but i am willing to change for good. now that i have an urge to change little by little and turn myself to a good samaritan(daw! well i'm trying...) i'm willing to open up for this blog world and express myself in this new (?) life and share good things that happened to me and the bad ones too, the magical and the twists of life in between.... so here i start and a toast for this opening..
sorry for the inconvenience of this blog and the owner. but hopefully i'll improve...