Kainiss!

hindi naman talaga ako fanatic nang library kaya lang masarap pala magtambay dito. maginaw at syempre kasi lib tahimik. At kung akala nyo ay nag-aaral ako ng mga lessons ko pwes hindi...ayoko ng lib talaga. dito lang sa skul na pinapasukan ko ngayun ha. kaya pala may masamang pakiramdam ako dito kasi ngayun lang sa pamamalagi ko sa iskwelahang ito gumamit ako ng computer at nag.online pa. abaah syempre nalibang ako sa pag.chachat..yateee tapos dumating ang tagabantay dito at nakita nyang nag chat kami ng kaibigan ko..at yun sa kasawiang palad my fines kami ng Php50. yateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so kasalanan namin to kaya wala na kaming magawa..para ba kaming alien na dumako msa library. wahahaha okay lang wala din naman akong balak mag.bayad nyan kung hindi ako sisingilin wahahaha

peace..bianca as of now I hate this library. wahahaa

kalagut

just when i want to post something on this blog saka naman di gumagana tong utak ko. ito nalang nararamdaman ko ang gagamitin para naman may masabi kahit konti sayang kasi(tumawag lang at narinig boses ng crush hala nawala na sa sarili).

oks din naman pala mag-tagalog ano. di kasi ako mahilig mag-sulat o mag-salita ng tagaligs hihihi xenxa nah nirerespeto ko naman ang ating sariling wika kaya lang para bang natatakot ako na baka mali.mali..aahh bahala kayo...eh siguro nagsimula ito nung nasa grade school pa ako..lagi kasi maliit lang ang grades ko sa Filipino subject at pinapagalitan ako ng aking mapang.bugbog na nanay(ng pagmamahal yan)hihihi kaya heto si kara laging utal magsalita ng tagalog at malabo magsulat ng tagalog..(kala naman nito talagang marunong mag-english..eh talagang mahina ako nito pake nyo!)..kaya hayan na.trauma ba...tsaka pag.pupunta kami sa bahay nila hana dyos ko para bang torture moments sa akin pag.nandyan mommy nya kasi naman po tagalog sila magsalita.. aba ako lang ang taong kinakapos ng tagalog sa bansang ito...hahaha kawawa naman tong sitwasyon ko at sa pag.bisita ko sa ibang blogs aba tulo laway ko sa kanila. marunong ang mga taong to mag.tagalog( dapat ba akong mamangha talaga?..haha). ako na talagang pinaka.pasaway na Pilipino sa balat ng saging..kainis. kaya dito ko sisimulan sa pag.tahas ng aking sarili sa pagsulat gamit ang salitang tagalog. oks ba yun?

siguro nagtataka kayo ba't hindi ako marunong ano,...pwes higupin nyo to..Oo sa isla ng mindanao ako nakatira at hindi salitang tagalog ang gamit namin dito,..hindi naman talaga ako bobong bis.dak (-BISayang DAKo-) pero sige hinahamon ko ang aking sarili sa pagtatagalog. (Dyos ko kakahiya naman)..At eto pah, talaga naman nakakamangha ang ating pambansang wika kasi para sa 'kin mas malalim ang mga kahulugan o gustong ipinapahiwatig ng salitang tagalog..pero depende din naman sa pag.gamit. ewan ko...(huwag naah bawal sa 'kin mag-isip)

sana maintindihan nyo tong isinulat ko...kung natakot ko man kayo o napatawa. ewan ko kung pwede kong ipagmalaki sa sarili ko sa nagawa ko sa inyong mga hindi masyadong malugod na bumabasa ng blog na ito.. hihihi pero di bale ibubuhos ko lahat ng aking talino at lakas mapabuti lang ang kalunos.lunos na sitwasyon ko...hahaha

sige hanggang sa muli kong pag.sulat (aba kapal..hihihi)


bianca..peace

kalagut

just when i want to post something on this blog saka naman di gumagana tong utak ko. ito nalang nararamdaman ko ang gagamitin para naman may masabi kahit konti sayang kasi(tumawag lang at narinig boses ng crush hala nawala na sa sarili).

oks din naman pala mag-tagalog ano. di kasi ako mahilig mag-sulat o mag-salita ng tagaligs hihihi xenxa nah nirerespeto ko naman ang ating sariling linguahe kaya lang para bang natatakot ako na baka mali.mali..aahh bahala kayo...eh siguro nagsimula ito nung nasa grade school pa ako..lagi kasi maliit lang ang grades ko sa Filipino subject at pinapagalitan ako ng aking mapang.bugbog na nanay(ng pagmamahal yan)hihihi kaya heto si kara laging utal magsalita ng tagalog at malabo magsulat ng tagalog..(kala naman nito talagang marunong mag-english..eh talagang mahina ako nito pake nyo!)..kaya hayan na.trauma ba...tsaka pag.pupunta kami sa bahay nila hana dyos ko para bang torture moments sa akin pag.nandyan mommy nya kasi naman po tagalog sila magsalita.. aba ako lang ang taong kinakapos ng tagalog sa bansang ito...hahaha kawawa naman tong sitwasyon ko at sa pag.bisita ko sa ibang blogs aba tulo laway ko sa kanila. marunong ang mga taong to mag.tagalog( dapat ba akong mamangha talaga?..haha). ako na talagang pinaka.pasaway na Pilipino sa balat ng saging..kainis. kaya dito ko sisimulan sa pag.tahas ng aking sarili sa pagsulat gamit ang salitang tagalog. oks ba yun?

siguro nagtataka kayo ba't hindi ako marunong ano,...pwes higupin nyo to..Oo sa isla ng mindanao ako nakatira at hindi salitang tagalog ang gamit namin dito,..hindi naman talaga ako bobong bis.dak (-BISayang DAKo-) pero sige hinahamon ko ang aking sarili sa pagtatagalog. (Dyos ko kakahiya naman)..At eto pah, talaga naman nakakamangha ang ating pambansang wika kasi para sa 'kin mas malalim ang mga kahulugan o gustong ipinapahiwatig ng salitang tagalog..pero depende din naman sa pag.gamit. ewan ko...(huwag naah bawal sa 'kin mag-isip)

sana maintindihan nyo tong isinulat ko...kung natakot ko man kayo o napatawa. ewan ko kung pwede kong ipagmalaki sa sarili ko sa nagawa ko sa inyong mga hindi masyadong malugod na bumabasa ng blog na ito.. hihihi pero di bale ibubuhos ko lahat ng aking talino at lakas mapabuti lang ang kalunos.lunos na sitwasyon ko...hahaha

sige hanggang sa muli kong pag.sulat (aba kapal..hihihi)


bianca..peace

tomorrow

K: yeah, it's valentine's day tomorrow. i don't have any plans yet but i am hoping i'll be spending time relaxing at home and be with my friends (if they would want me to be with them that is). As for dets.dets i think i have some dreaming to do tomorrow. in that case i would enjoy visiting romantic places and events in my mind with my dream company..hihihi secwrets...
: i am so sick of texting so tired of c.phone but why can't i tx them to stop bothering me...grrrr hahaha
including E! haay valentine's day
:hope all my friends don't have dates tomorrow so it will be all fair..hahahaha

in my mind

k= represents me
" = represents my other self

the setting of this blog will be the same with my diary starting now.. just look at the legends and maybe you can follow me in my mind if you want to, that is... ok.

kinda weird but i like it better this way.....


acnaib

real and fancy

is this really necessary? i really don't know how to express my feelings through this blog. my previous posts were not serious and probably you're thinking that i'm a fool. i admit but not all the time.hihihi you see sometimes you want to try new things around and for my behaviour lately i can say that this isn't the real me. sure i'm in denial but i am willing to change for good. now that i have an urge to change little by little and turn myself to a good samaritan(daw! well i'm trying...) i'm willing to open up for this blog world and express myself in this new (?) life and share good things that happened to me and the bad ones too, the magical and the twists of life in between.... so here i start and a toast for this opening..
sorry for the inconvenience of this blog and the owner. but hopefully i'll improve...

Got A Minute

i always keep telling myself that i don't want to make any contact of the outer spacers but hey look i wanted to make this thing long but unfortunately for me I have no time left..ergh
what kind of 24hour cafe i'm in? duhh i guess this is not the right time to post a something.something hehehe
sorry hana..next time nalang...

acnaib tc.

Never Mind..

My mind is so crumpled with thoughts of lousy memories!

Though I never want to recall it I guess absorbing it might do good or not..
I'm not sure which is which.. duuhhh

I tried to be good for myself and to everyone else around me but I keep on slipping on that. Of course letting those people who cared for me especially myself left disappointed..

but all I want for them is to expect little of me... I can't be hard to myself but I don't know where did I go wrong? I'm just learning and tasting the bitter side of life... ugh!

I'm lost right now... and out of words.

acnaib

Warning!

Kalin jud ning akong mga migas dah..

manda jud mu sige mu sura nko kai i.murderized jud tamu..

pero dawatun nalang nko kai ana naman jud nah..

sige sura lang nahan man pod ko!!!
tarunga lang pod ibutang sa lugar...

hahaha malihog lang ko kay di man pod tamu ing.ana.un....

feel my plea......

kara

Si Julie Bah

Lain kaau si julie di sige uban namu laag
gahapon rah bya siya kuyog namu....

Gika.ulaw naman mi anah niya..

Walang awa!!

Jul, nyahaha hihihi

Dysfunctional Brain!

Abaah abaah abaah nganu pod ning pagka.limtanun mu.andar lagi....
Last year pa intawun tong last nakog post unya kay mag.post na unta ko ky daghan nang ika.share ang lola naah limut pod sa user name and even ang password..merisi!!!!

Na di karun ni malfunction napod akong coconut waah nay ika.post...
Basat kay naka.hinumdum nko run lefay nkow...

kara...huna2 sa ko..

Positive+Negative-

i woke up amd found out that my abdomen got bigger. Then a friend told me I'm pregnant. I said " I'm pregnant? What? I don't believe this!

I can't believe this. I am pregnant. Duhh. But true. Big tummy and all. I just thought my tummy is full of food. But true, a little living thing inside me.

I feel ashamed of what I'm going through right now. To my family, I'm so sorry. And the freakiest thing is I don't know who's the father. I don't even remember when it happened.

This is not happening to me. I'm not that kind of girl. But how is this little thing went inside my system?

My mother called me and again she woke me up. Yes, Oh thank God it was just a dream again.

I don't understand what's the connection of these strange dreams to my daily life. I just can't figure it out. But the images are so real. It really feels real!!

Murder!

I was about to go to sleep. Then I heard a strange noise. I went out of my room with a flashlight with me. I searched from room to room. I went to my brother's room and as I was aiming the light from the flashlight to every wall. I saw somebody. There was s a priest and there was another guy over the priest lying body on the floor. The priest stared at me. He was bleeding. I know that the killer sensed my presence in that room. I went away very fast. Pretending I didn't see that horrible scene. I was afraid to scream I felt so cold and freaking stiff.

I called for the others but I wasn't able to findthem. I went back to my brother's room. And then they found the dead body. I was not able to talk to them. My head was aching so bad. I was afraid. I could not believe it. I just witnessed a murder. What if the killer will hunt me down? The way the priest stared at me I don't know if he just wants me to help him or he wants me to go away. I don't know. Maybe I partly blamed myself of what happened. He died without my help. I was silent.

The police arrived. I did not mention anything of it. I know it's a stupid thing to do. But I was really afraid. Then they left. I went to my room to get some sleep. When I turned on the lights I saw somebody lying on my bedroom floor. Geez! Not again. I can't believe whom i saw dead. It's Emma Watson. What the?

I ran away to get the others. 2 murders in a row and in my house? That's insane. Who killed them all? Oh this is totally crazy.
Then I reached to the other bedroom and then I heard a strange voice calling my name. I knew it was my mother's voice. She said "Kara open the door!. I was thinking, I didn't locked the door when I went inside. Then she continued, "Your going to your grandmother's house. She's here to fetch you. C'mon wake up!"

Geez! It was just a dream. Very strange and horrifying.. Hehe

That's it for my yesterday's dream..

ay sus!

Toink.. di ako pumasok sa aming P.E. class ngayon.. Talagah!
kasi po ayaw ko ng swimming class noh.

Maka.recover din ako baka next week nalang ako papasok
ready na siguro ako..hehe

Aysus..dami ko palang gagawin ngayon. Baka kasi makalimutan ko eh.
Pero sure akong di ko magagawa lahat. iniisip ko lang kung anong mga yun.
Sige hanggang dito nalang ulit..

hanggang sa susunod na kabanata sa buhay ni kara.
hala, rocky world pa naman ang sabi ko.

Naman to oh, talagang marami namang mga
kababalaghan sa buhay ko
kaya lang sa kabila nun meron po akong
sakit na pagka.tamad.
Sensya nah ha..

Dugaya Oi!

Hahay,
Run Pa ko nakapost ug balik...Kapoi man..

Anah ko katapulan munang diri ra pud ko taman..hehe
Regards nalang ko sa ako self ug sa makabasa ani..

merry x-mas everyone!